Tuesday, October 11, 2011

A Poem About Fears

A writing assignment for English was to write a poem about a past fear or a fear we have now. I wrote about a past fear.


A Black Abyss

Rift between railing and wall
Caused nightmares, making me bawl
The chasm to hell, I always thought
What if I fell? I better not
Toys were lost, never to be found
My childhood is what it cost, flinching at every sound

Even though we moved away
The nightmares were here to stay
Forever haunted the black abyss
Even after Mother’s Goodnight kiss

Years went past, filled with hope
Never aghast, no reason to mope
Now I’m grown, more mature
Never alone, rest assured

Yeah. In case you didn't get the gist of it, because it doesn't make an once of sense, but hey! That's poetry for ya. or at least all of mine... It's about a hole that I had at my old house when I was 3. There was a space between the railing and the wall and it seemed to go on forever. That's what I was scared of when I was little.

And of course I was scared of the dark. and stairs. and elevators are pretty terrifying, but only when I go on by myself. I got stuck in one once, by myself, when I was about 7. In Poland. It was a glass elevator, so I bet you can imagine how petrified I was.


Monday, October 03, 2011

Ahhh. It's October Already!

Finally a new video. click. ...well it's sort of a video I guess.

I wish I was more organized. I told myself I wouldn't procrastinate at all today... and I drew for an hour, then youtubed for an hour, then finally started my homework. I have so much! One day I will be productive! It will happen! I promise!..that was more of a promise to myself than to anyone else. It'll only be my loss if I'm not productive. I really don't understand. No matter how hard I study I never seem to have studied enough and I am not doing as well as I hoped I would be.

Enough of stressing over that. It's October! Meaning I have to figure what I want to be for Halloween. I really want to be spiderman but that costume would be extremely hard to make and if i don't make it, it's very expensive. I'll see! If you have any ideas please feel free to share!

Also in the month of October I can register to go on my trip to Africa, so hopefully I will be doing that soon! I'll have to talk to my mom about that once I get the chance.

ALSO: PSATs are next week. How lovely. I need to start/finish the practice packet that I got last week. I really want to do well, even they don't count for anything yet.

Being the dork that I am, I spend my lunches in the Multipurpose room studying and doing homework. Just thought I should share.